hope i'm not forgetting anything.

i'm not sure if there's something else i need to do to accept this housing offer. i forgot if the offer was in boston or a surrounding area. i just hope there's not something else that i need to be doing in order to accept this offer. i'll probably figure out how to get ahold of the lady who i'm talking about the apartment to. she told me that i should make sure my cable and internet are switched over but i'm not sure i can do much on the weekend and i hope she sent me the address of the apartment i'll be living in. zen told me that next week i should be able to see the apartment personally but i need to make sure my trustee can get me an airplane ticket and hotel reservations, along with a travel pca to go with me for a few days. i just hope nothing falls through and there's not something i'm forgetting to do. from the sounds of it- the apartment is gonna be a handicapped accessible.. so there should be a walk-in shower like in burnsville along with lowered kitchen counters and accessible stoves. God has just been uplifting me to better environments- so i'm just going with the flow and hoping it continues. boston is like minnesota except A LOT CLEANER environment, climate, the people seem more helping (surprising since minnesota is SUPPOSED to be "minnesota nice".. people in minnesota seem to be have entitled attitudes at times- i'm sure there's entitled attitudes everywhere but not that i really noticed there) but straight to the point. i spoke with someone yesterday and they said, "well massachusetts has high taxes.." then i said, "yeah. so does minnesota." then they said, "oh.. yeah.. i don't think the taxes there are quite as expensive as minnesota though.. close but i don't think they're more than here." the high taxes there would explain why it's so nice there and why i don't remember seeing much garbage if any on the ground there, besides- it doesn't have phony ass relatives who just want to see you doing as bad as them, so they ACT like they care about you- where was this concern when my dad was kicking you and you felt like using me as a shield, so you wouldn't get kicked? i had reminiscing dreams of the situation around the time of my last surgery.. so don't deny that bullshit parenting. it's like God was telling me something to protect me. whatever it was- you can't even take accountability for the abuse and neglect done to me. i never asked to be born to such an entitled and negligent mom. EVEN the man who nearly killed me had enough respect to take accountability for it- NOT even my OWN mom can apologize to me for being the reasons of the surgeries i've needed to have as a result of using me as a shield. kinda explains the lack of communication.. when narcissists hurt people, they refuse to take accountability for it (i'm sure she's ashamed of herself but she still hasn't apologized for it- so i could care LESS). SO I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE ELEVATION IN LIFE. i've wasted too much of my time, ability, and life minimizing my capabilities just so people can appear "helpful" and "loving". it's MY time now. if they REALLY CARED about me as much as they insinuate- they'd be supporting me to be as successful and happy with my life as possible- NOT just to BENEFIT them.